I MISS TALKING TO DAN.

I hate heart ache and i hate that i'm so insecure that i hang on everything paul says and that i let myself get so upset when paul doesn't text me back.

Paul Suarez, you make my heart ache & cry. I wish I never met you.

oh my god.


Everything is falling apart.

I have this overwhelming feeling of 'no one cares.'

Ugh. I'm such an irritating loser.

I have my next year goals figured out. Thank you lehmuai for clearing my head

I so hate myself today. I feel cheap.

Holy cow i didn't in to sleep until 6:30 am. This is new personal best for me

You know that omg my life is a pit of dispar? That's me, right now.

I'm reeeeeeeeeally depressed.

I had a dream that i was an astronaut :)

ever notice how everytime anyone anywhere ever does anything@anytime it's the wrong thing?

I'm sort of heartbroken & crushed in spirit. my painful spots need binding.

Ah wow. I hate myself sometimes.

Everything in the whole world is dim,grey, and terrible right now.

To be fair, My Mom is not crazy like I probably make her sound.

fact: Yahoo! was originally called 'Jerry's Guide to the World Wide Web'.

iHate: finally gettin a2hr delay&family keeps interrupting my slumber/R&R with words!

Sigh.i really don't like dallas area.