Wow, ok so.....growing up and learning and maturing.....being young, it's like banging your head against a wall...it take me so long to learn anything and nothing is a simple as in was when I was younger......everything I think is one way....a week later is the oppoisie of what I think it is....Eerything is changing all the time..and confuzing.....and ...I don't understand......I don't understand and it's scary.....

I DON"T UNDERSTAND!