IDK what my problem is....

See here I feel weak and shallow cause I was just thinking today maybe I just love being loved by him....I don't know because I've never been in love...I do't know if this is just how it feels when you have to be away from that person.

Ugh.....I just feel really....*bleepy* about myself without him. I feel like that's a bed sign because you shouldn't expect being with someone to fix you, you need to have yourself contained to be happy with someone else....That's what I'm told anyway.

I really think that the way our friendship is right now is not condusive for anything good, so I'm really really going to try and wait to talk to him untill he get's back. I want to always be friends at least...no matter what cause I love him and even if time proves that we're not IN love with each other, I will still love him.

He's great, have you ever met him? Well...if you ever had, you'd know....he's great....

There are few things I question...in fact it's pretty much just one thing that makes me question our compatibility and it's really simply because boy roll different then girls do in the emotions department.

I don't know..I wis I had someone to ask for advise but I never do because I don't tell people what's goin on in my life ever. I think it's almost worth it tough.

I know he thinks i'm crazy because I let this bother me.....

I wish I wasn't so insecure....

I just want to love and feel loved...

ALSO sometims I just get really tired of being different even from people who supposedly have the same standards as me.....

*yawn* enought of this heavy stuff.

Innnnnnnnnn other news...I think we'll maybe might move to hatfield....that would make me very happy :D

now what else make me happy? Leave it to beaver, that show is so lame.

Rawr but for realy I feel really sick today...*pukes a little*