You wnat to know what gets my goat?

When people tease me when I'm being serious.

I mean, I understand that in the bigpicture my problems don't matter && that 5 years from now I'll look back and say "haha foolish me"....

That is then, this is now...

NOW my problems are big enough to bother me...

NOW these thinga are important ans weight upon my mind...

NOW these things are stressfull to me...

NOW I feel stupid && not worth any respect when you laugh at me because I said I feel scared && old at the Idea of being almost 18.


I wish I had never cursed the world with my existence....

there is no good news that I wish to discuss in the entry....

[Goodnight]